Tell me about darkness...

You told me once that if I could close these eyes, I could avoid seeing this dark path.
You told me that if I don't know the light of you, I won't get hurt.
But why do I traverse this dark ocean? Lost-seeking the light that I should have known.
This moment that will never come again... You're all i can see...

First Sight

The first time I saw you
I knew it was true
That I had love you forever
And that is what I will do
You don't know what you do to me
You don't have a clue
You don't know what it is like to be me
Looking at you.

I will reach your hand
In the cold of winter
I will reach your hand
In the heat of summer
But if my short life
Can not reach the dawn of spring
I promise you in heaven
I will reach you with my wings.

I believe...

That we should be careful who we push away...

Be cautious when we shrug those who love us.
Remember that love is patient and eternal to those who reciprocate it and that same love turns into grudges and anger to those who take it for granted.

"And if you can't love someone back, the least you could do is to spare them from hurt."
-remarked by: The Dalai Lama

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My Heart Belongs To You

I know you really do not care and I would not ask why
I would never ask questions that would only make me cry
I know you will go and I can't make you stay
There is no reason for you to
Because you are not mine anyway

I said I did not cry much when you went away
I told you I can move on and I would be okay
I said I was happy that you found someone new
The sad thing is you believed me though I did not want you to.

You are the one I hug so tight
You are the one I dream of at night
Always remember that I will always be true
Each and every second my heart belongs to you.

You Affect Me

If only you know the effect you have on me
Your mere glance is more than enough to last for a day
I hope you do not notice
I hope you do not see
Because I can't let you know
You are the weakness in me.

I wish I could be with you,
Every night to watch you fall asleep
And kiss you goodnight.
So if I die tonight, I know what I will do
I will spend eternity watching over you.

You are perfect in my eyes
Sometimes so good to be true,
I could not believe my eyes.
What I'm saying is true
I'm longing for the day
I will be perfect for you.

Sometimes it is so hard to find the words to tell you,
How much you mean to me.
A lot of times I do not say anything at all
But I hope someday you will understand
Loving you is what I live for.