First Love VS. True Love

"First love never dies but true love can bury it alive."

*Anonymous

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0014. Someone told me that there really is such thing as magic. I never believed in that till I saw your smile and felt your touch. Then I realized you’re the only magical thing on earth who could turn this world into paradise.

*http://kenneth7100.tripod.com/sweet.html

My Life ATM

There's one thing in my life right now that's making me sad and putting myself at my worst. :|
It's that whenever I'm alone and doing nothing, it's so hard to avoid the thought that I was left behind. It's breaking my heart. It's giving me so much pain. It's so much to see that the people I was once with now have a happier life ahead of me, and they're together. These people still hoping that I can be with them more each day, enjoy life together with them. But I cannot, because I'm a big loser.

But somehow I can say I feel better and good, thanks to the people around me and loving me.
I hope this time, God will answer my prayers and give me a chance to prove some things. :|

The Master by Colm Toibin

Putting the life of the mind before the affairs of the heart.

Last Last Night...

I turned off the computer and checked everything before lying down when I saw in astonishment the wall near my bed, I saw some sparsely lights scattered around the wall. I felt glad to see that light in that time of my night, because mostly I would spend it lying on my bed, seeing nothing when I'm done doing stuffs and the lights were closed. Plainly nothing, it feels like my eyes are closed but it's weird because my eyes are open and staring at nothing but complete darkness, and vice versa; that's how dark my room is. Then I lied down and looked back at the window, pretty Moon ;] with it's really big round head, staring at my room shooting moonlights. Though staring back at her gave me some sad thoughts, still she's one of the pretty things I've ever seen in this world.

Optimists

Optimists have less pain in life. Because they avoid hurts, they avoid negative things. And yes my bestfriend agreed that it's good to be an optimist but she said that we have to be real. And being realistic can either give you joy or sadness.
Seeing things positively is one way of taking half of the part of being a realist.

And if ever a person would be a complete realist, I'll bet this person would find herself tired of seeing things the way they really are.

Love's?

"Is it love?

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?
It isn't love, it's like.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off them, am I right?
It isn't love, it's lust.

Are you proud and eager to show them off?
It isn't love, it's pride.

Do you want them because you know they're there?
It isn't love, it's loneliness.

Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
It isn't love, it's loyalty.

Are you there because they kissed you, and held your hand?
It isn't love, it's confidence.

Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't wanna hurt them?
It isn't love, it's pity.

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't love, it's infatuation.

Do you tell them every day that they are the only one you think of?
It isn't love, it's a lie.

Are you willing to give everything or even your favorite things for their sake?
It isn't love, it's charity."

If you were to ask me, I'd say real love is wherein setting a person free and wishing him/her happiness, and not forcing them to love you or expecting them to love you back.
Sometimes it's just about letting go and moving on.
Sometimes it's just waiting but not expecting, there's a difference.

*Anonymous