First Love VS. True Love

"First love never dies but true love can bury it alive."

*Anonymous

Repost from another site. :)

0014. Someone told me that there really is such thing as magic. I never believed in that till I saw your smile and felt your touch. Then I realized you’re the only magical thing on earth who could turn this world into paradise.

*http://kenneth7100.tripod.com/sweet.html

My Life ATM

There's one thing in my life right now that's making me sad and putting myself at my worst. :|
It's that whenever I'm alone and doing nothing, it's so hard to avoid the thought that I was left behind. It's breaking my heart. It's giving me so much pain. It's so much to see that the people I was once with now have a happier life ahead of me, and they're together. These people still hoping that I can be with them more each day, enjoy life together with them. But I cannot, because I'm a big loser.

But somehow I can say I feel better and good, thanks to the people around me and loving me.
I hope this time, God will answer my prayers and give me a chance to prove some things. :|

The Master by Colm Toibin

Putting the life of the mind before the affairs of the heart.

Last Last Night...

I turned off the computer and checked everything before lying down when I saw in astonishment the wall near my bed, I saw some sparsely lights scattered around the wall. I felt glad to see that light in that time of my night, because mostly I would spend it lying on my bed, seeing nothing when I'm done doing stuffs and the lights were closed. Plainly nothing, it feels like my eyes are closed but it's weird because my eyes are open and staring at nothing but complete darkness, and vice versa; that's how dark my room is. Then I lied down and looked back at the window, pretty Moon ;] with it's really big round head, staring at my room shooting moonlights. Though staring back at her gave me some sad thoughts, still she's one of the pretty things I've ever seen in this world.